Sunday, June 21, 2009

everyone compromises...

had this long free wheeling discussion with pi yesterday...and she made a statement...everyone compromises.
well yes everyone does...but please don't compromise at everything... don't you want to have that one thing, that one dream that u don't want to compromise on...something which u might or might not achieve...but have pursued all ur life with an unwavering focus. maybe an ideal, maybe a person, maybe somethign materialistic, money even. but nothing, has changed ur dedication towards it.
that one thing which at the end ur proud off...even though pursual of which has made ur life tough, maybe even, not worth living, but then at the end of it, atleast u have something to be proud of. something for which u can say, well life lost out to me at this...
its difficult, over a lifetime, life makes u compromise on everything one by one, and at every such point, that small defeat kills the fighter in you, it makes u start accepting life as it comes. the chalta hai attitude starts coming in, the big deal re attidude. and slowly and surely, you start turning into a robot, because u stop caring really.
after compromising on a whole lot of things, today am holding on to one thing, i told pi yesterday and i tell myself everday, i will fight as long as i can...and she asked me too...
lets see, time will tell.
take care.
ank
PS : watching serendipity...belongs in the setions on the right but its a beautilful movie...talks about fate and luck and signs...something i believe in and have seen in my life. also realised that maybe you should be looking for them to actually see them. anyways nice movie...

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